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Name: Terrell
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Birthday: 5/21/1989
Gender: Male


Interests: Pwning fat kids at Halo 2 and every other games and stealing random things
Expertise: Playing video games, reading,learning and Stealing
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Computers (Software)


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Member Since: 9/17/2005

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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

Used To love her...

Idk Today was weird I was eager to read what she had to say I have no idea I guess I was wonder if we thought of each other at that very same point in ime I guess I was just being a nub. I was eager to see someone even though I knew what would happen. I waited all day for something from either one of thm only to miss ut on my chances to talk to them. Some of closest friends seem to e going slighty mad as the break goes on becoming more distant from one another unwilling to accept the changes they may have gone through. Me and the self proclaimed ladies man feel wierd we both know why but we can't do anything about it. I also figured why why most of my ventures fail horribly... It's becuase i want to much I expect people to be better than me and then I try to find something wrong with them, I have been taking life to much like a game (sounds kind childlike but games contain the greatest virtues) I expect everyone to act  certain way to have a way to think to have some sense of morality, noblity, pride, and some sense of self but the ruth some people don't. So inturn I carry a chip on my shoulder losing my cool over the slightest annoyance the slightest ray of stupidity and I know its not right but I can't help it i expect us as people to be better. In closing I am saying I tired of seeing the world go as badly as it is, I tired of waking up crying around Christmas becuase I see his body over and over again, I tired of seeing women get hurt by some guy, I tired of seeing people fight death from the inside, So I won't becuase as for now i have decided to die...

New song On my mind...

"Unbalanced Kisses"

Within the broken mirror
I clearly see your reflection
Tears roll down your face, tears roll down your face
As your finger traces the edge of the new moon

Who is that I'm calling out to
I can see you walk away from me
Time and time again, time and time again
You will find me knocking on your door

With my back pressed against the weight of the world
And the speed of the night
It felt as if a thread was snapping in two
And I held onto you, held onto you, held onto you
With all my might!

As you share an unbalanced kiss with me
I hope you can feel us getting closer to love
And may your fear and your tearful deceptions
Both come to rest in my heart

OH MY LOVE!!!!!!!!!!


Friday, December 22, 2006

Christmas...

You know its christmas and my heart is open wide gonna give ya something so you know whats on my mind...

 

It's MY DICK IN A BOX!!  My dick in a box girl...Over at your parents house a dick in a box!

 

So yeah Christmas is always fucked up for me becuase someone likes to fuck it up for me and this time is no different cept for the fact that I doubt think me and her are going talk to again. So it looks like I can enjoy my nothingness this year w00t.You chose death Six feet deep, nigga, that's the depth

My friend told me something entertaining he said "theres not one good enough for you right now man" and I believe it I know some guys crying over there guys and I know some that dont know what they fuck they want then their are the plan out hoes. You know but you acting like you don't know.

Now go to sleep bitch!
Die, motherfucker, die! Ugh, time's up, bitch, close ya eyes
Go to sleep, bitch!
Why are you still alive? How many times I gotta tell ya, close ya eyes?
And go to sleep bitch!

And if someone comes to my crib their getting a gun shoved in their ribs  

 

MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS


Sunday, December 03, 2006

Tonight,Tonight,Tonight

"TONIGHT love is racing
TONIGHT
across the nation
TONIGHT love is racing my way
Almost
another day

She's a shooting star, good night,
good night
she's a shooting star, good bye"

Howl at that moon boy Howl till you that much closer to it

Feels good to be away from her nowtook that long to understand that it won't ever be enough

Back on Top

*EDIT*

You'z a hoe, just one big ass hoe


Friday, November 24, 2006

A place For my head

Some Dance To Remember Some Dance To Forget.

Her name is rio and she dances on the sand Just like that river twisting through a dustly land And when she shines she really shows you all she can Oh rio rio dancer across the rio grande.

September, 16, 2005 anyone else remember that date?

While little kids hide secretes from their parents like bad report cards...I just hope I have kids shit like doesn't happen or I will beat the shit out of them like they were charles.

So sick of you stressin'....Now Go away...Right as you see it's not meant to be


Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Ok

And there is someone else going by the alias C4RN3V1L wtf is that man I am the only me and worse of is the kid fuckin sucks at life nigga plays MMORPGS wtf you ass If I see you in public i am going kill you rape you then I will eat your fucking costume. (But in all seriousness go make up your own name thats not coo man) And whats with high traffic at my site but no comments come on people thats messed up to do that. Well life is finally good and what I have learned "Count 1. It's good to improve Count 2. It's good to rest Count 3. It's good to think
It's good to be able to progress at my own pace." that and most importantly

"Don’t wanna lose
Don’t wanna cry
‘Cuz I wanna keep laughing

MOVIN'! MOVIN'!"



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